Where to go with this mind.

I'm crying my heart out because I'm craving your existence, the reflection of your unique soul can't leave my mind, nor it can leave the walls of my aching heart. I'm a hungry selfish creature who wants it all, who knows that your love will keep me away from my deeper loves, from my future memories that are waiting for me in some mysterious places, and that's the reason of the conflict that will forever last inside of me.
Another love worshiper or a life adventurer? maybe both, but feelings will be dominant and life will be left out.
I just don't know...