it's not my first time to enter the hospital but this time made me realize many stuff , first of all to be graceful for being alive and breathing cause life is really bigger than all of the problems, we always hear motivational quotes and supporting words but never thought they worth effort , believe me having this body and this brain is a real gift , everyone was created for a reason and of course it's not wasting your time and walking pointlessly around it's a huger reason , your smarter than that , take a hot long shower and be thankful then start all over .
it is just amazing
thank you god for everything and I have to believe in you cause I always feel like there's something bigger than all of this , thank you