New Friend

 I felt like I needed a company so I got this cute thing 

she keeps biting me but now she's apologizing by being quiet and setting next to my neck 

on the street

when you walk on the streets you find many funny and strange things,  I love sitting on a chair in the middle of the street to see how life works, it's the funniest thing ever, you find people and cars coming from every possible way, each one  of them is hiding a story behind its horn, they all wanna reach a certain point so they keep moving and moving. That look that you have with a stranger for like one or two seconds then he goes away and you never know if you're going to see him ever again , at the back you hear children yelling and crying , they always want something from their parents and the parents are usually pissed and thinking about other things and their problems with their in-laws, so they grab their children's hands and keep walking without even looking at them or listen to what they are want, which makes the voice louder ,
in that corner you see a homeless guy or a "pretender" like what most of the people like to call him , so he comes by your side and start demanding money , you have money but you don't want to give him cause you feels confused and uncomfortable, you  ignore the homeless guy like millions of people do and keep walking , too much horns everybody wants to be the first to pass and suddenly you hear a very loud noise  of two cars that have crashed  , it's a silly accident, that's what most of the street walkers thought, but no, the car is all ruined now and it's all because of you , you wanted to be the first, no one likes to wait.

to be continued in another life maybe .........

That Day , I went to Irbid camp cause my French  friend was doing a research about the middle east , it was very interesting and painful at the same time , I saw happiness and sadness combined together, all of those kids with their mysterious future , all what they know is what they see and hear from the surroundings, you can see a critic innocent smile on their faces. I was looking in wonder , and I thought , these people are the ones who really know the meaning of life  , the meaning of money and warmth , of feeling safe at night and finding food the next day  , it's painful how we rarely think about them and how they are truly forgotten.

Warm Winter

it's the night before the Christmas , everything feels beautiful and warm and everybody looks peaceful and pure , you walk in the street and you look at all of those faces and and buildings , you feel like crying but laughing and the same time , you miss many people and you start forgetting many faces , remembering moments and regretting others and it's all because of the weather , it has this special feeling that makes you want it all in one second that special feeling that makes you wanna go to your bed but stay outside , I can't describe it , it's too special to be described .