When it all comes to an end

This is my fourth year here in Jordan in Amman ( middle east ) ,
I have really learned a lot but the feeling of belonging was fading by time , the feeling comes really strong at first but by time everything starts losing its specialty .
I've met some precious people and some who I thought were precious ,this experience was like a dream and all the illusion I used to have in my head was just an illusion , you can never feel attached to a place only because your passport says so , I might get attached to places and I have .
 All the obstacles that have been there weren't planned for , and I guess this is what's it all about when you live alone , you start building your personality away from your inhibitors or away from what made you that way in the past and you start discovering who the real you are.